A new song: All Wound Up

I've got knack
for messing everything up.
My temper flies
and i get myself all wound up.

My fuse is short
and my blood pressure is high.
I lose control
and i get myself all wound up.

Tension mounts
and i fly off the wall.
I self destruct
and i get myself all wound up.

Petulance and irritation sets in.
I throw a tantrum
and i get myself all wound up.

Chip on my shoulder
and a leach on my back,
stuck in a rut
and i get myself all wound up.

Killed my composure
and it will never come back,
loss of control
and i get myself all wound up.

Blown out of proportion again.
My temper snaps
and i get myself all wound up.

Spontaneous combustion,
panic attack.
I slipped a gear
and i get myself all wound up.

Stranded...
Lost inside myself.
My own worst friend.
My own closest enemy.
Branded... Maladjusted.

Never trusted anyone
let alone myself.
I must insist
on being a pessimist.

I'm a loner...
elected and rejected.
I perfected the science
of the idiot.

No meaning...
no healing,
self loathing and introverted.

A new song i wrote...

This song i wrote is about an old friend of mine. We used to go to church together and smallgroup together, then one day he just stopped coming. I ran into him a while back and started talking with him again. I found out that he is into alcohol and drugs now. I wrote this song about him. I put it in the no bs punk rock form to get my point across. sorry if it seems harsh, that's just how i feel:)


I saw my friend the other day
and i don't know exactly what he became.
It goes to show it wasn't that long ago,
i was just like you
and now i think i'm sick
and i wanna go home.

How have i been,
how have you been?
It's been so long.
What have you done with all your time,
and what went wrong?

I knew you back when.
And you...
you knew me.
And now i think you're sick.
I wanna go home.

Anybody ever say no?
Ever tell you that you weren't right?
Where did all the little kid go?
Did you lose it in a hateful fight?

Something's on my mind,
it's been for quite some time.
This time i'm on to you.
So, where's the other face?
The face i heard before?
Your lies are boring me.
Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before.
This time we'll blast it all to pieces.
I've had this burning in
my guts now for so long.
My belly's aching now to say

Stuck down in a rut
of dislogic and junk.
A side of you well hid.
When it's all said and done
it's been real and it's been fun,
but was it all real fun?

I knew you back when.
And you...
you knew me.
And now i think you're sick.
I wanna go home.

How long will you last?
You're just a creep in my past,
and you're alone once again.
Will you pop up again and be my
"friend 'till the end"?
And when will that be?
I knew you back when.
And you...
you knew me.
And now i think you're sick.
I wanna go home.

Thought i'd try this

I thiught i'd get a blog started up just for fun. I have had no experience blogging so bare with me and i'll try not to bore you to death. :)